On my last post I was completly exhausted. Not sure how much it made sense. We have been living in our rental home since Thursday. That was the day that after I showered I went down and all my furniture and belongings were gone. That was my last melt down.
I have not been back. My husband has. He does not want me to go back. I have to go back one more time. Even if I break down, it is okay. It is a process. I get it.
Life is crazy for us. I don’t even know what time or day it is. Well, to a point. I know it is Sunday and I should work tomorrow and I have meetings Tuesday and Wednesday, which I would love not to go to, but have to.
I finally showered today. Had not cleaned up since Friday when I had continuing eduacation. No make-up, hair pulled back, wearing the same clothes as yesterday.
Why would I do anything to unpack and sweat?
This is so much work. This sucks. I had everything perfect for our world and then it is just taken away. Funny thing, I was at continuing education on Friday through Kaplin and the instructor told us they had moved locations because a Walmart was going into the strip mall they previous occupied. I am sure I was the only one in the room who could relate. I didn’t bother to tell my story.
Yes, I am very tired of telling my story. Can’t start from the beginning. I can continue this. Which is interesting. I know that I am getting 3-5 users a day. Really? Are you all spam? I don’t know your who you are and why you are signing up. I know people are reading this, but it isn’t really a forum and sympathy and empathy are certainly coming to me personally, but not on the blog.
So, who is signing up? Just curious.