I do not know how to describe this time. I have been advised not to write/blog and I understand.  I will not write much, I understand.  I keep a journal and I understand.  I do think about freedom of speech and when you are caught up in this system of justice, how every word means something and best not to speak.

However, i just want to say, I am homesick.  Since trial, I have been so homesick, with no home to go to. My parents are both gone as well as my husband’s.  We have no home to go to.  Our home is gone, our parents homes are gone and I have no where to go and cry.

I am so homesick.

~Susan